i just want you to know who i am

i want to perm my fringe. tomorrow training yay! this year i anticipate for every training leh, not bad right. last year was quite sian sian one. anw tmr im going to school early to study cause my dad can only fetch me to school early and im quite happy about it. cause i need to catch up. all my 'study 3 hours a day' thing... never happened. and got money problem! i havent saved enough for this month. ntuc income hai. anyway today i thought about kindness. if you're too kind, you'll be taken advantage of. if you're not kind, you feel bad. but if you're just alright, then you'll not be considered a kind soul. so how kind should we all be. i think i very kind hahhahaahah. im still clueless about vday shit..

im looking through the stm now but im so distracted! valentines coming. im listening to system of a down. some songs the tune so similar :O anyway this valentines feels important to me. everytime so routine, every date involves books. less talk, less fun, less time. but somehow i know we still know how we feel. but i just want to experience once more. talk is cheap. so boring nowadays. magazines say valentines is dumb because love should be expressed as often as possible. but how is it possible hmm. i'd like abit more than this. but chinese new year. so distracting..

k now no more system of a down. hear this by jason castro. i want i want.

so pretty

i walked home feeling remorseful because the path home smelt like how it used to when i ran away from home. i still recall my dad's expression, his guilt. when in fact i should be the one apologising. although he didn't. ya ya :(

today break was great because got alot of pretty girls! i think i'm becoming gay soon. junlong dont sad k hehe. there's physics test tomorrow i hope i do well, it's my worst subject.

today my hand like ang kong actually quite nice overall but i scared got skin cancer. my neck also got! i think scientists like to scare people. example sun tan will cancer, pen ink will cancer, liquid paper will cancer, etc etc. or like cannot sleep with handphone will kill brain cells. do you care?

stop complaining from tomorrow onwards

i was about to sleep when i thought about GP
i havent do GP!!

today i saw jasmine :) oh ya today i saw NEH too. and marcus, and jason. and nicholas. ya huh, not bad! today i saved money. today was poorly spent though, i slept till 3, did housework and went shopping. only studied for maybe half an hour :( so tomorrow i have alot to do. but then huh i suddenly remember got GP!!! i hate GP. sucks. maybe it wouldnt be that bad if i had some other teacher. why mr lim. the homework so suck. why i keep complaining! must reschedule. think positive.

toot

sore throat! i had popeye's just now. training was good even though i wanted to vomit for the first hour. our j1 got a handsome guy but only i think he handsome. also got a cute girl but all the guys no chance already. i skipped gp. and i wore braids to school. tomorrow and sunday are going to be toot days.

come sleep i need more winks

today junlong came over and we studied and did physical training
haha i wonder which couple does that but it sure was fun
but before that we went pepper lunch and then i owe him money again
i am broke really very, must remember to pay back......
this weekend will go shopping again and maybe l4d also
so my money will fly......
and my studies will deteriorate
and next week got two tests
gee gee gee gee
baby baby baby

tomorrow i want to skip GP remedial
can right should be.. hmmmmm
tomorrow i want to play ball
want to love ball
like when i first started playing

you know ignorance really is bliss,
if you dont know got ghost, you wont scared
dont know got cockroach, you wont scream
dont know got tsunami, you die without fear
dont know got car, you wont lazy walk
dont know got test, you wont panic
dont know got good people, you wont feel bad
dont know got pretty people, you wont feel ugly
dont know got rich people, wont feel poor
i wish i didnt know the simplest things.

eyebags

siao i realised my school dance girls damn pretty
wowowoowwoow nice
do i sound gay

i feel like we have no time for anything
other than for studying
can we keep up
are we still as deeply in love
say yes
k i go toilet now and then sleep bye